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-->Apr. 11, mon 2005
7:30pm /iBook/ I did my 1st paid shoot today, a solo gig here in South Beach Miami. I was so nervous I got up at 6am to make sure I was ready for the 9am call time. Shit I gotta run outta here now didn't know it was this late. Will tell you more later. Just came from the beach and I'm starving. May have a date with this black couple later on I'll keep you posted.

-->Apr. 9, sat 2005
9:09pm /iBook/ Fuck them. And now this big muthafucka gonna chime in right behing'em. These punks gonna fuck me over, try to make me look bad? Over over a bitch not even gonna be in the game no more. Fuck'em all. I got a flight to get ready for, I'm gonna go pack. Fuck'em all. Miami here I come. Shit will be different from now on I'm out for me now. It's all changing right now.

-->Apr. 8, fri 2005
5:30pm /iBook/ I'm just real stunned right now. I can't believe these 2 mutherfuckers just stabbed me in the back like that. I'm about to go to Miami for my 1st paid shoot and the people I thought I was tight with, fucking super tight, I thought was my friends, go and do some bullshit like this? Man what the fuck. Today is fucked up it's gonna be fucked up for while. I should call they bitchasses and ask'em what they fuck they smokin' for trying to carry me like that. Gym time it's time to hit the gym. SERIOUS SHIT TO THINK ABOUT.

-->Apr. 6, wed 2005
11:11am /iBook/ I didn't get to drive up to NJ and see my girl Monday or film with Lisa in NYC last night because of job interviews I had here, so it's been an anti porn/pro job sorta week. I'm only just waking up because of all the screaming on The Price is Right (I fell asleep on the couch with the t.v. on).

But my luck is my luck and low and behold one of the male members of this group (a swinging legend I'll call "G") called me at 7pm and asked me to be down and Camelot by 8:30pm. Camelot is this upscale strip joint here in downtown D.C.. When "G" calls you just say yes or no you don't gotta ask details. I get down there and there's another one of my friends who's a member of this group "D", so we go in Camelot and wait for this cpl to arrive. Several fiiiiiiine ass dancers trade places on the stage, we have some drinks, and 20mins later this cpl arrives. It's a older white guy and this 20s or early 30s girl who looks exactly like Grace from "Will & Grace". She's in this long over coat but you her cleavage is accentuating her pretty face. She's gotta be 5'9" with 38DD tits, built like Kathleen Turner in her prime. "G" has played with them in the past many times.

We chat a few mins. then head out and leave the cpl to themselves. Hubby slipped "G" the hotel room key while "Grace" was over flirting with one of the dancers on stage. The 3 of us get in our cars and scramble 10mins away to their Crystal City hotel, get in the room, break out the candles and wine hubby had set up. 40mins. later hubby buzzes "G" from the lobby saying she's on her way up to the room and still has no idea what's up. Unfortunately, the call comes juuuust as she's putting the card in the door so we are all stuck in these weird freeze poses on the bed trying to get just right and look sexy for her.
The suite is L shaped so the bed is back at the end around the corner. She comes in walks all the way down and stops at the desk on the other side of the room with her back to us. LOL She never looks to the other side of the room where the bedroom area is. 4 frozen black boys on the bed and I'm trying hard not to laugh because I'm stuck w/ 1 arm still my shirt that I couldn't pull out in time. Looks like I'm in my own wacky straight jacket. "D" is stuck against wall he was trying to get his jeans off, and "G" is sitting on the bed looking all cool like. After 2 mins she still has her back to us and doesn't even see us in the huuuuge mirror that's on the wall in front of her. Minute 3 she knocks her purse over and goes to pick it up, then for whatever reason stands up turns around but doesn't look straight ahead. Fixing her earing she finally lifts those big pretty eyes up and sees us.

She grabbed her chest but didn't scream just let this big pretty smile out. We all busted out laughing then she came over to the bed and sat down with us. Hubby came up got in on the laugh, she wacked'em in the gut for being able to surprise her like that. They kissed, she went to the bathroom, came back to us on the bed, and we explored her incredible body until 2am. I never been to New Hampshire but if the cpls are cool like that, maybe I need to go. :)